Needing....Wanting
So badly to jump into the deep darkness
Fight the desire to hide in the void, in the cold
The knowledge of real LOVE keeps me from that last step
From jumping
Change....swirling inside me
Beckons me to quiet my soul
To listen to the whisper
The voice of Love
The feeling of peace
The spirit of comfort
The arms of strength
The giver of joy
I step back from the edge
Slowly
Even though
my body is trembling from fear,
I know I'm not alone.
And He won't let
me jump.
And I look up and remember home.
And I remember
My Lover
My Lover
